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“If you think of what you want it will slip from you.” Every time
I go to a large mall or amusement park with large parking fields
I park, jump right out of the car and go in as directly and purposefully
as I can. I don’t make mental notes about the lot number or row.
I might be in the store for a minute or an hour. No matter. When I
come out of the door I proceed directly to the car. I never question.
Just walk. Somehow, someway, my subconscious knows where to go.
As long as I don’t question it. Yep. That’s right. If I even so much as
whisper “Now where is the car?” I am lost. And rightly so. A lifetime of
nurturing my train of thought along the stream of consciousness in
loose interior monologue allows me to trust my connection to the
external. God help me I have to admit, I have wandered lots aimlessly
wondering and cussing myself out for doubting many is the time
in my youth. You can train yourself to trust yourself. Trust me.
08October2020
Markle~
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